xiaoyi

2012-02-14T00:48:00.006+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! :')

So...we celebrated vday 3 days in advance! We had so much fun w our polaroid cam and exploring ann siang hill. PS. cafe was lovely, & you're lovely too. Thanks for being there for me, since 2009. Our r/s was never easy & smooth. Going thru all the ups & downs w you. Thinking back, its all worthwhile. I love you.

2012-02-06T02:42:00.010+08:00

Happy things.
My v day dress! Yaye heheh. Recently im hooked onto blogshopping, cos its awesome(depends on which blogshop).

Whenever i scold him, he'll do this. Emo lil boy :)

Mummy & lil boy :)

Fiona's 21st birthday! We bought her a mango bag and a sunflower. I believe sunflower is a happy flower that can make ppl smile!(maybe its just me i dk~) Anyway i wish that she will be happy & not so stress up everytime!:)

My neighbour's dogs. He wanted to give me one of the shih tzu, which is the sister of one of his dogs, but in the end, i didn't accept it. I am not ready yet. So i feel that if i cant give her(the dog) the best, i won't take it.

I wanna work hard on my own, & get my dream puppy by the end of this year:)

Awesome Saturday. Advance 21st bday presents! Longchamp tote, and my polaroid instax 25! yayeeeee, happy girl is meeeee wahaha. Noel is such a...he wanted to be the first to take a photo w me using my polaroid cam, so we try out the 1st one, and he's not satisfied w it, so we took the 2nd one, which came out nicer. So ofcos he kept the nicer one and bring it to camp. Tsk! Another half of the saturday is well spend. We went for jap food at ion orchard & we saw Noah(recently quite famous on youtube?) At night, we went to the alleybar to chill. I rly love pear cider! That sweet taste, yummmm. & the chicken cracker! it's a must-try snack at alleybar. damn niceeeeee.

& Saturday morning at the the airport. My cousin who got accepted as air steward, but becos his leg injury he couldn't accept the job offer, encourages me to go for it(air stewardess interview). I still couldn't decide, which path i should go. But i know i will regret my whole life if i don't try out. Anyway thats not the main point. We are at the airport to send my ah ma off. My ah ma is going to china! Enjoy ur trip ah ma! take lots of care we miss you!:)

2012-02-03T12:45:00.004+08:00

On my wishlist.

A BIG tick off my wishlist tmr...Yaye! :)

2012-02-03T01:40:00.000+08:00

Se7en's comeback!:3

2012-01-26T00:50:00.000+08:00

pictures of you, pictures of us.

2012-01-25T03:02:00.009+08:00

Photos : Before CNY & Chu Yi, Chu Er.

So what is this? Its actually a traditional (客家) dish my mum made for cny every year. Its made of dough and potato etc, mixed them together and "transform" them into round round round shapes. Hahah its called Suan pan zi, 算盘子 :)

Lil boy w oranges. He's so happy, because he thought the oranges are toys?! :P See the mess he created, tsk.

Its the CNY EVE! We have a birthday cake, lou hei(s) and tea session. &&& My hair is finally growing + my red nails! yay hehehe.

These are the photos for Chu Yi. Won some $ from mahjong, so that means my luck quite gd right this year? :P &&& I love the dbs angbaos! Cute illustrations right?!?!

This is my outfit for Chu Er. Nothing much today, but im happy because i saw one of my fav cousin:) She's forever so cute, can't believe she's alrd entering poly life, time flies~! & i feel old~~~

Have a wonderful CNY everyone! Gong xi fa cai~!

2012-01-19T05:12:00.001+08:00

Mblaq's its war dance ver!

2012-01-18T13:27:00.003+08:00

2012-01-18T13:27:00.001+08:00

G.O, i love your voice.

2012-01-17T21:08:00.010+08:00

CNY is coming! Which means new clothes new shoes! :)

(This are some of the things i bought...)

Topshop top: Love these flowery prints on it! and the comfy material :) its abit pricey but its love at first sight! So i cant say no! :S

Pedro shoes: super love the "brown netting thingy?" around the shoe! & with the pastel coloured ribbon, lovely! And its comfortable as well:)

Boohoo. Spend alot of $ alrd!

I love watsons.

Bought my fav facial foam(hada labo), a brand that i can trust. And marshmallow brown hair dye for cny! new hair color, new year! hehe. I also bought the liese juicy shower, just because i like that sweet rasberry smell, there's like moisturizing raspberry essence in it.

thats about it, time for fyp :S

2012-01-17T01:17:00.001+08:00

which one for cny?!?!

2012-01-12T01:41:00.000+08:00

MBLAQ! :)

2012-01-10T17:07:00.003+08:00

The story of me & my dress, lols.

Although its abit pricey, but its worth it! When i first saw this dress, i was like "wow so beautiful", i must must must get it! So it was launched last sunday 8pm, and i camped at love bonito's webpage cos im worried that it will be out of stock anytime. I was super confident that i will get this dress, but then at 8pm, the whole webpage lag, so i thought if i waited, i will still be able to cart out the dress. I waited for TWO hours, mad or what, but im really desperate la. Then LB posted a message on fb saying that there's server issues and they will get it fixed. So i thought there's still hope for me to get the XS White. But about 10pm or so, its ALL sold out. All sizes and colours from XS-L. Singaporeans are really fast uh? I didn't even manage to cart out what i wanted. So the whole night, im really sad. I dk why, sad over a dress? Joke. I just think that its a pity, because its such an awesome piece to keep.

So something happened.

LB announced backorders on monday!

They said before they wont do BO for orient collection, but because we love the collection so much, they did! Thanks LB! & Ofcourse i finally carted out my convet valentine's dress white xs!

The end :D

2012-01-03T23:08:00.002+08:00

2012.

My greatest wish is....

lose weight, 5 more kg down please.

new clothes! more dresses:)

fyp to end.

But in order to look good in all the beautiful dresses, i need to lose some weight. So i've made a promise to myself. Jog everyday, stop eating after 8pm, control my diet!

& to be happy, i wish fyp to end. Seriously not in the mood although its my last project. I don't think i will miss fyp, but i will miss school, my friends when i graduate.

2011-12-31T21:00:00.000+08:00

BYE 2011!

last blogpost for 2011:) Time flies, this blog is alrd 2 years old!

New year resolutions? Nah, I just wanna thank my family & friends who are there for me, and him, who has always been so understanding:) Thanks for giving me sucha wonderful 2011, and a better 2012!

So what am i doing today?

Stay at home and watch MBC Gayo Daejun, and accompany my mummy!:)

Lets all welcome 2012 in about 3 hours time?

2011-12-30T15:08:00.004+08:00

Some random photos of my cousin's wedding this year.

The most meaningful wedding gift of the year, a key. Its very useful because we can make it into our own house key:)

Favourite dress of the year:)

About 1 more day to 2012.

Will you miss 2011?

2011-12-25T12:30:00.002+08:00

MERRY XMAS!

Meeting ❤ soon! heeeeexzxz damn happy :D

ps: ummm, those rubbish behind me? gonna throw them away after i graduate, yaye!

2011-12-24T14:03:00.004+08:00

HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE!:)

Blogshopping again! Bought a dress from lovebonito! Black Tadleigh Toga :)

This is one of the dress i wanna wear for my 21th next year! Plan early! teeheeee.

Bye, off to meet bestie! :)

2011-12-22T23:33:00.001+08:00

2011-12-22T16:49:00.007+08:00

Done! Christmas oreo cheesecake for him!

Process:

TADA! :D
Gonna surprise him right after his book out tmr!

Hope he likes it hahas.

3 more days & Merry Christmas everyone!

2011-12-20T04:05:00.004+08:00

I LOVE B I G B A N G.

I still love shinee & mblaq, but they can never replace big bang :) big bang is no. 1!

2011-12-19T12:24:00.010+08:00

Five love language.

P.S : Read this on someone else blog, its so true, so i decided to blog about it :)

WORDS OF AFFIRMATION

Actions don’t always speak louder than words. If this is your love

language, unsolicited compliments mean the world to you. Hearing the
words, “I love you,” are important—hearing the reasons behind that love
sends your spirits skyward. Insults can leave you shattered and are not
easily forgotten.

QUALITY TIME

In the vernacular of Quality Time, nothing says, “I love you,” like
full, undivided attention. Being there for this type of person is
critical, but really being there—with the TV off, fork and knife down,
and all chores and tasks on standby—makes your significant other feel
truly special and loved. Distractions, postponed dates, or the failure
to listen can be especially hurtful.

RECEIVING GIFTS

Don’t mistake this love language for materialism; the receiver of gifts

thrives on the love, thoughtfulness, and effort behind the gift. If you
speak this language, the perfect gift or gesture shows that you are
known, you are cared for, and you are prized above whatever was
sacrificed to bring the gift to you. A missed birthday, anniversary, or a
hasty, thoughtless gift would be disastrous—so would the absence of
everyday gestures.

ACTS OF SERVICE

Can vacuuming the floors really be an expression of love? Absolutely!
Anything you do to ease the burden of responsibilities weighing on an
“Acts of Service” person will speak volumes. The words he or she most
want to hear: “Let me do that for you.” Laziness, broken commitments,
and making more work for them tell speakers of this language their
feelings don’t matter.

PHYSICAL TOUCH

This language isn’t all about the bedroom. A person whose primary
language is Physical Touch is, not surprisingly, very touchy. Hugs, pats
on the back, holding hands, and thoughtful touches on the arm,
shoulder, or face—they can all be ways to show excitement, concern,
care, and love. Physical presence and accessibility are crucial, while
neglect or abuse can be unforgivable and destructive.

My two main love languages are Words of Affirmation and Physical Touch. For Noel, they are Quality Time and Acts of Service. Our differences in our love languages causes a lot of argument, started to misunderstand and accuse each other of not making enough effort. We thought that we should show our love in a similar way, but unfortunately, we cant.

How we think that they do not love us when in fact, they do. Very much, indeed. It took us awhile to understand each other's love languages, to understand each other better. We should learn to appreciate each other's love language and not to take it for granted. So now, I know, and I truly appreciate that these are his ways of showing that he loves me :)

2011-12-14T01:19:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIAOYIN!

We got her a pillow case. & ofcos this image below is printed on the pillow case! & she loves it! We also bought her a tshirt and wrote her a card. Fiona did a gd job drawing our faces in the card! heheh.

P.S : TOP IS SO HANDSOME.

2011-12-13T23:09:00.005+08:00

Can't wait for my H O L I D A Y S!

Ytd we had korean bbq buffet for dinner, it was awesome! I miss the bacon! Omg so hungry now :'(

Suffer today, submit tmr, done for now. Ofcos i wish it's the final submission of fyp, however its just interim 2. But im happy cos i can't wait for the 2 weeks holiday! So even if i cant sleep today & needa chiong all the way i also dont mind k. heh.

k do work ciao~

2011-12-07T22:38:00.002+08:00

Happyhimhappyme:)

He got into Armour, which is tank driver? im happy for him cos he's happy. Quite cool eh i must say. Sometimes i wish i am a guy, so i can go through army life too :P

Okay, so its time to watch family outing again, its damn funny and it never fails to cheer me up after a bad day.

Ciao~ (btw i dreamt of my italian lecturer few days back, scary uh? i thought i've to retake italian again. :x)

2011-12-06T23:12:00.004+08:00

Homemade chili sauce!

Yes! My mum finally pass down her awesome chili sauce secret recipe to me! So happy:)

FYP: Still doing my physical model. When will i ever start on my cad drawings and sketch up? Sigh.

Whatever, not gonna do FYP 24/7. Started watching Family Outing, loving in! so funny:) Omg theres 85ep in season 1, wonder when i'll finish watching it.

Anyway shall reward myself by watching some of the ep after i complete my model for tmr's review!:)

2011-12-02T01:07:00.000+08:00

"Don't just go through life, grow through life"

2011-12-01T23:24:00.002+08:00

I want these nails!

so so so cute:)

2011-12-01T11:48:00.003+08:00

HAPPY FEET 2!

Watched happy feet 2 with my bro ytd. Its super nice, the storyline's so meaningful, worth watching:)

lil penguins so cuteeee.

2011-11-29T22:08:00.004+08:00

MAMA/MNET : AWESOME!

2NE1 YOU ROCK.

2011-11-26T12:36:00.006+08:00

I can say whatever i like, because this is my blog. You can say whatever you want too, because its your mouth.

But i've to make this clear, although i realised i don't have to explain, but i need a place to vent my anger and disappointment. Its fine if you say im flirty, its fine if you say my work is not good enough while im having my internship, but its not ok to accused me. Are you in my internship company in the first place? Do you know how my love life is like? WHO ARE YOU TO JUDGE. & dont drag my bf into this matter. Ok, he's a distinction student, he's good with almost everything. So? I've backbone, the models i did before, its done with MY OWN HANDS. You said he help me to do it? Oh thanks for the compliment?:) You think i am a machine? i can maintain the standard of model making throughout my internship and sch projects? You said theres a huge difference in my QC right? I say there's a problem with your mouth. If you use your brain and think, the working environment and school is totally different. I am easily stress out by my supervisors & the responsibilities , everyone can see that. So i admit during internship, i wasn't at my best form most of the time. I dont like to compare, but you're just pathetic. Saying things that hurts, not just me, my friends too. There's a limit to everything. Don't hurt other people's feelings just because you wanna feel good about urself.

"Insults are the last resort of insecure people with a crumbling position trying to appear confident." How true.

2011-11-24T17:52:00.011+08:00

Ian Somerhalder!
Yes! I've started watching The Vampire Diaries, because Jasmine asked me to watch it! its super duper super duper super duper nice when im only at ep 6 of season 1? &&& this is my fav guy in the show! He's so freaking cute omgzxzx. HEH.

2011-11-23T20:22:00.005+08:00

Its Wednesday!:)

Went to school today cos its studio work. Super cold today cos it rained. My Fyp lecturer today damn cute can...rush us to come up w a model in 30 mins time. I really like her, i dk why. Everytime i go to sch, its like i learn something new each time i consult her. It feels v different from p4, when im under Jun. I really cannot communicate w him, well its my problem, & i've got to learn from my mistakes, afterall it depends on yourself, not the lecturers.

Its nights out for him today, and we had prata for dinner! :) I dk why, but a simple date like this makes me happy. I feel that as i grow older, i've learnt not to demand too much, simple life is good enough. When we're young, we always dream of having an exciting, complicated dreamy life. Yes it is fun, but its just gonna be temporary. Learn to be contented, & you'll feel happy eventually. :)

2011-11-20T12:41:00.000+08:00

那些年錯過的大雨
那些年錯過的愛情.

2011-11-19T07:38:00.003+08:00

2PM! x)

YES! They're here in JP yesterday! Perfect view sitting in Pizza Hut watching them. No one blocked my view at all! Thanks to LiLing, who is smart enough to chop a seat at pizza hut. heh. Chansung and Wooyoung looking goooooood. :)

2011-11-19T01:39:00.004+08:00

TADA! new blogskin:)

"I'm gonna paint you by numbers
and colour you in
if things go right we can frame it, and put you on a wall."

2011-11-15T21:49:00.002+08:00

Wishlist, for now. heh.

Used up my fav incanto charms perfume, i need a new one badly! :'(

2011-11-15T20:11:00.002+08:00

Painful butt.

I don't know what happened that night, but some fking duno what insect bite the side of my butt and its not even itchy, its painful! Almost 2 days, not healed yet. :'( Gonna see a doc if its not healed on friday.

Finally, today's italian group presentation ended, left with final writing/listening test tmr, and speaking test on thur. No sch on Friday! Happy ah. heheheh :D

i love my lil boy:)

2011-11-12T12:08:00.001+08:00

2011-11-08T23:50:00.004+08:00

Busy week.

Its Italian, FYP, Italian, FYP everyday. I need motivation! ):

Anway, im confused. Should i go back to GG<5 after i finish my italian class next week? Since i only have FYP for the next few months, i should be able to cope right? Yes/No? Sigh. I don't want to spend my weekends spending money thn earning money. So.....ya, i guess i've made up my mind somehow.

"Are you a saint or sinner?"

he's eating up a piece of my heart.

2011-11-05T16:18:00.000+08:00

2011-11-03T21:23:00.002+08:00

whats happening to me.

2011-10-27T22:08:00.003+08:00

Sigh.

So stress up with sch. Italian is making me crazy, guess what? i learn 1-20 today:) but i only rmbr 1-10 hahah! "uno, due, tre, quattro, cinque, sei, sette, otto, nove, dieci"! yay! lols. Will memorize more during the weekends, for now, time to concentrate on FYP research. Im dying...The site doesn't have a specific name, its a little bit of japanese garden/snowcity/sciencecentre. WTF right. Good luck to me.

Back to research, & needa sleep before 12! theres morning class tmr.

Ciao.

2011-10-25T21:50:00.005+08:00

FYP!

I miss the ppl in CKOA, and the food during lunch time. 3 months pass so fast! bye SIP, hi FYP. Its the second day of school, & we've site visit today. It didnt went very well cos it rained. Its muddy & dirty, so my group decided to head back to site on Thurs again. Add/drop on Monday, & guess what? i chose Italian! LOL. Hopefully its as fun as Jap? Can't wait for Thurs morning italian class!

I asked him a silly question one or two days ago. Sometimes i wish i didn't have a facebook account. Scrolling down his wall, i saw him commenting on this particular girl's wall. Yes, someone he loves deeply before for 5 years. she gets his love for 5 years...what about me? Im not comparing, but i just feel lousy. Maybe after so long, he still cares for her. I wont blame him, because i do think and care for someone i used to love, although i dont love him anymore. But its not healthy to continue this way. If it still happens next year, the next next year, how hurt will i be? You won't understand, because the ones that i used to love before, we don't contact each other anymore. If he is still in my network of friends, you will know how i feel.

I've been keeping a distance with guys, don't want to get close to them and know them more, it's because i know when i have you, its enough. But is it really worth the wait? You make me feel insecure, it kills me slowly. I trust you because i can feel that you love me the most, but i really cannot stand all these silly things from happening.

I still feel blessed, lucky, to get to know you. My past is worst than you, i let you down before, hurt you like crazy before. But im not as strong as you, i cant accept your flaws as much as you can accept mine. When i think about this, i wonder how you do it. Why wouldn't you dig out my past?

2011-10-24T09:41:00.001+08:00

2011-10-23T22:35:00.000+08:00

love you girls, for always being there for me:)

2011-09-30T23:51:00.000+08:00

Thanks for being there for me, although you're not my boyf.

its another lonely friday night, but i know im happy being alone.

2011-09-28T19:58:00.004+08:00

Trim trim trim my hair:D

2011-09-27T22:09:00.004+08:00

Stay home day~

Mc for 2 days this week. Tmr going back to work, hopefully i will be fully recovered tmr morning:) Just finish watching Running Man Beijing ep. Kwang su damn cuteeeeee can! heh.

Currently hooked on to 岁月风云! Great storyline + all my fav actors & actresses!

fav song in the show~

2011-09-23T22:18:00.001+08:00

Somethings we won't understand
And we're both so tired of being misunderstood
So let's just turn and walk away
And hold on to what was good.

2011-09-19T23:42:00.000+08:00

Afterall, i needed time on my own to figure things out.

2011-09-12T23:57:00.003+08:00

This song totally describe how im feeling now. Sometimes, the more we want to forget, the more we cant do it. I love him, but it hurts badly at the same time. I couldn't let go, because i know i will never love someone else as much again. Everyone has their limits. Maybe one day, i won't turn back again.

2011-09-12T19:14:00.011+08:00

Blessful & lovely wedding. Thomas & Julyn.

We will miss you, Julyn. Thanks for taking care of me when i've relationship problems, thanks for guiding me through, and always there for me. I am so happy for you :') Love you!

2011-09-10T21:32:00.000+08:00

Curls!:)

2011-09-08T22:53:00.008+08:00

Whats mine.

Do i still miss you.

What happens if everything changes? I am afraid of changes.

Are we really stable? Or we are just making use of the fact that we overcome alot of things so we are stable?

I always wish that i've a character & attitude that can suit you, so you won't be angry, you can be happy. But that wouldn't be me anymore.

I really want to walk down this path together with you, but i don't know how strong i can be.

2011-09-04T23:42:00.004+08:00

Cousin's wedding!:)

2011-09-03T22:55:00.002+08:00

Lovely Saturday!
Love at first sight with this.....

im a happy girl!:')

2011-09-03T13:06:00.007+08:00

Finally can wear my fav bandage skirt on weekends!:)

2011-08-31T20:32:00.001+08:00

"Don't blame people for disappointing you, blame yourself for expecting too much from them."

2011-08-25T22:37:00.004+08:00

It has been about 2 weeks without blogging and i am tired, seriously seriously seriously. lolol. Working on Yun Feng & Cheras model for the submission this week, & finally today can rest:) watched RM for awhile & i got bored. Belnice called, & we are all meeting up for jaden's birthday celebration tmr:)

My dearest! I cant wait for Saturday. Have been spamming tweets on ur acc, hahaha. You know what? You're my energy at work. While doing model, & i think of you, i just cant control and smile! Please do well in your field camp k? i hope that letter did motivate you to move on. I know for the past few weeks during your book out, my attitude really sucks, which causes us alot of unhappiness. I didnt spare a thought for you. Like how tired you must be, & all i think is about myself, about how you should make me happy. At the end of the day, when you're booking in, you're no angry at me at all, you talk to me nicely and kiss me goodbye. Thanks for being so good to me, taking care of me. & I am sorry, i really miss you badly. You are the best best best boyf i ever had, & im proud of it :')

For that someone, i just realised you've found someone new. Cherish her like how she'll cherish you. You deserve true love, like how i've found mine:)

2011-08-13T11:35:00.000+08:00

HEN'S PARTY!

2011-08-10T21:13:00.000+08:00

Jog now!:)

2011-08-01T22:50:00.004+08:00

3rd day of internship.

Did not touch any model making today. Did photoshop and some scanning. i realise i really like scanning books! like fun only doing that for hours. Time pass super fast in CKOA! Keep doing work and then....lunch time! Get to eat delicious food thanks to Yunxi:)

Just updated my log book, time for bed. Reporting to work at 8.30am, means i've to wake up at 6.15am tmr! gonna rest well tonight!:>

2011-07-31T22:27:00.002+08:00

Tired, but satisfied.

Today is my second day of internship. I really like the environment and the people there. One word, AWESOME! hah. It reminds me of EVD's studio, when everyone work hard together to achieve the same goal. Im tired! Another week of challenge ahead before weekends come again. Alright, time for city hunter & bed time!

goodnightworld :)

2011-07-30T08:49:00.001+08:00

1st day of Internship on a Saturday.

2011-07-27T23:36:00.006+08:00

Today mark the end of P4 submission.

Exactly 12 days i've not been blogging, see how busy i am? ha. Suddenly i feel so carefree now! Left with texmd final submission & P4 presentation! happppppppy only. But when im not busy anymore now, i miss you more. I am craving, yes "craving" for your warm hug right now. Cant wait to see you on Saturday right after my work at CKOA. Yup i'll be starting my internship this coming Saturday, excited much.

You faill ur IPPT again, but its okay, keep on trying k. i'll support you!:)

k time for bed soon, goodnight love, goodnight world.

2011-07-15T18:14:00.000+08:00

All ready for an awesome friday night!

2011-07-14T21:58:00.003+08:00

TexMD Thursday.

Busy with TexMD & neglecting P4. Great, now i am struggling with P4 because i didnt plan my time well, everything last min. Well, thats life ahahaha k excuses:) I was bored, so....photobooth!

Photobooth with meimei, idk when..ummmmm last week? :)

2011-07-08T05:46:00.004+08:00

GOOD MORNING FRIDAY!:)

Exactly 1 week i've not been blogging. Didnt have the time to blog because i was down with sinus & super busy with p4 technical portfolio submission. & yes, ITS OVER! Finally submitted our technical portfolio yesterday:) Slept around 10plus yesterday because of those powerful medicine that brings people to lalaland hahah. Woke up early today to do some sketches and brainstorming for TexMD. Going to prepare for school in awhile:)

I want to get well soon, heal me heal me heal me heh.

i miss you as usual. see you later:)

TGIF!

2011-06-30T22:37:00.000+08:00

Period Thursday ☂

Yeah, happy is here! -.- Seriously at the wrong timing? stupid cramps early in the morning, woke me up from sucha good weather. Today's weather's really good! Rainy cold day. i like! Hopefully tmr is the same too:) Finally touched on P4 today, and probably not sleeping anytime soon!:) jiayou jiayou jiayou xiaoyi!

i miss miss miss you. You didn't call today, i wonder why )':

2011-06-29T23:05:00.004+08:00

Its already Wednesday, holidays are ending soon, so soon.

Project 4, i really wanna get rid of you, seriously. I don't know why, but its very tough. Maybe its the wrong project at the wrong timing. Or i am not strong enough to handle it. Anyway, i am very disappointed in myself.

i miss you, and thanks for all the encouragement when im down. You said you'll be there with me, thanks dear for that sweet smses and phone calls. Your little actions really touched me. Although you're not here with me, but i am able to sense your love and care. i can really see the huge difference in you from the day i know you. Thats why we can last, because we promise to build it up together, even if it collapse, we won't give up, we'll keep on building :) You seem so real, so real to me now. ilu. :)

2011-06-28T22:25:00.002+08:00

Stayed home Tuesday!

I am a gooooooood girl! hahaha. Sometimes, it feels good being at home. Having such a nice & cozy room, a warm cup of coffee and delicious snacks, relax and watch some movies/dramas. I really love this feeling! :D and! i research on how to make hair grow faster/longer! Massage scalp while showering, and before you sleep, brush your hair for 5 minutes! and also consume food thats rich in protein!:) gonna have eggs and milk everyday, hahahah.

Went to the clinic today to fix my feet. lolol, too shy to say what happened, but still, it need to be fixed if not it will get worst. & if i don't see the doc, i will get scolding from him this friday lolol.

k thats all about it, time to continue watching my shows and neglect P4. YAYEEE (Y)

2011-06-27T11:56:00.000+08:00

hello new watch!:)

off to meet with miao,jas and nana.:)

2011-06-26T22:09:00.002+08:00

2ne1 my loveeeeeee.

2011-06-26T20:13:00.000+08:00

OUR WONDERFUL WEEKENDS!

"book out loh" on FRIDAY! then we went home to chill & watch RM, meet up with his friends in the evening for x-men. The movie was awesomeeeeeee. At night we ate curry fish head etc, then went to drink at clark quay. It feels good on Saturday because we've got the whole day. We went Bugis Bencoolen to get our watches, then we had our steamboat dinner at Golden mile. Watched "Your Highness" at Illuma, and that ends our Saturday:) Sunday we meet up with his family for Nyonya food! nomnom~ heh, damn niceeeee can. Shall go back & eat next time:)

These kinda sum up our sweet weekends together after being separated for weeks. I really love having you around me, i feel good:) thanks dear.

2011-06-24T11:48:00.002+08:00

AWESOME FRIDAY HE'S BACK!

can you see my happy face? heh. (Y)

2011-06-23T22:21:00.003+08:00

HappyThursday because tmr's Friday!:)

I am happy at work today because you're in my mind! I am thinking whats your first reaction when you saw me, and whats mine. Will there be a kiss? a hug? heh. i miss you, and i've so many things i want to tell you. See you tmr botak:)

2011-06-23T00:08:00.001+08:00

Its in zouk! OMG PUT YOUR HANDS UP! :D

2011-06-22T22:08:00.001+08:00

RM Wednesday:)

ohh man i love lee kwang su the most! he's so cute and innocent hahaha. (& extremely TALL!)

& my next fav is ji suk jin. his "i swear~~~~" is always in my mind no matter which ep i watch hahaha.

ummm i realised i've been constantly updating my blog, good thing yeah? haha.

k time to continue watching, RM fighting!

2011-06-21T19:38:00.003+08:00

Kbox Tuesday:)

Had fun singing with OLL today, we sang more korean songs then chinese songs, can you believe it? :O im enjoying my garrett poppie corn now! yummmmmmmy, if you are here, you will be snatching it from me right now. Suddenly i miss you, miss you so much. When we chat on phone, i'll hack care and sound like i dont miss you, because i don't want you to worry about me, i want to learn to be independent, and become a stronger woman for you. Time flies, 3 more days and you will book out, looking forward! :)

2011-06-20T21:52:00.000+08:00

Monday~

4 more days! k i cant wait heh. Gonna travel from one end to another to fetch someone. Yes, its botak! haha. i am excited to see how ugly he is right now :x

have been watching variety shows the whole day, went out with mummy & boyboy to the market. Boyboy started walking alrd! so cute:)

ok time to watch my shows, byeeeee.

2011-06-19T23:47:00.001+08:00

Bye Sunday and Hello Monday in 3 mins time! :D

& 3 more mins to the week that im looking forward to:)

2011-06-18T23:10:00.003+08:00

Great love or Right love?

Im tired of all these. Being excited, waiting for your call, and even to the extend of bringing my charger to work because im afraid that my hp would be out of batt when you called. But sleep is more important to you, that when i call you back, all i get is voice mails. Yes ofcourse its not your fault, because you're tired, and you did miss call me before my work, but why is that feeling of you missing me, gone? if you miss me that much, you would've waited, or set alarm, theres so many ways. You are the one that's always causing all these tears, i want to be happy, can you make me happier? Maybe we are not fated, you call me, but im working, i call you, but you're sleeping. If that is what i deserved for the whole day, i rather be with myself. I am starting to doubt if we could last.

if i feel that we drifted, i'll let it go.

2011-06-17T11:37:00.006+08:00

last day of school & Its HOLIDAY!

2011-06-16T22:53:00.008+08:00

Shocking Thursday.

Today i finally have the mood to do work, and my lappy play tricks on me! now my mac got no windows alrd, great no more autocad 2009. now i've to use my mac's autocad 2011. But its ok im not giving up, ton one more day and its holiday. JIAYOU EVERYONE:) & thanks bestie for helping me out when i encounter a prob. miss you so much! thanks for always being there :3

Today you called and i kept complaining hahaha. I miss you as usual, 1 more week & you'll book out. Hope that you are feeling better today. You shocked me by telling me you've high fever ytd. Please tekong, dont torture him! take care of him...

i love you, you're always my role model, my motivation.

2011-06-15T23:43:00.004+08:00

Lonely Wednesday.

He didn't call me today, for the first time. & i feel that theres something missing, for the whole day. Thn i realised his phone call is my motivation to move on everyday. Ytd i told him i dont miss him, but i really do. I guess he's busy, when he calls back tmr, i'll ask him why.

In the morning went market n breakfast with boyboy n mummy, den i also went to trim my eyebrow. Slack the whole dayyyyyy watching variety shows. Shall do work later. dk if i should go to sch tmr, hurrr.

2011-06-14T23:50:00.002+08:00

Sushi Tuesday

Today is interim session 1. Lucky or not lucky, im the no. 6 to present. Everything went normal and all they want is still....construction technologies to be applied. Im really not interested, ohhhhh man.

Went home at 8, reach home alrd 9plus! went jp and bought sushi home, so that i can enjoy eating while watching my drama:) & he called, hahaha as usual. He's shitting while talking to me can -.- damn er xin.

ok time to continue funshion-ing.

the night is still young :P

2011-06-13T23:14:00.004+08:00

its monday, cant wait for friday~

I watched drama & slack the whole day. Just came back from jogging not long ago. Bathe & had a nice cup of warm milo. Suffering now because i have not touched my work! tmr's interim, good luck to me, i feel sleepy alrd.

You called 3 times today. Like damn free ah you. Heard that you've alot of pimples now, lol good luck.

Sometimes i wonder if im living your life or living my own ):

2011-06-12T22:45:00.003+08:00

Work work work.

Today i worked from 12-7, time pass quite fast today actually. My colleague gave me a 20% voucher for Topshop, haha so i went Topshop after that. Ya spend $ again, but im happy! I did control my spending, because i need to treat a botak for dinner when he book out ma.

Oh yea, something shocking happened. While i was shopping in Topshop, a guy came towards me and he said" wow you walk so fast i almost couldn't catch up. Sorry this might be random but i find you extremely gorgeous when you walk pass us just now, can i know your name?" i was shocked and i said no and walk away. But he quite gentlemen la, nvr pester me or wad he just say "ok then its ok". Sometimes i wonder why guys need to do such thing? Am i unlucky or what, this alrd happen twice in orchard. I better go pray soon, stupid idiot no life stalkers.

its alrd sunday:) tmr is monday, so fast! faster come out k im waiting. Time to watch my drama & sleep. tmr den do work hahaha. die seriously, no mood!

2011-06-11T23:40:00.007+08:00

Random Happy Sat!

Apel fked my morning sat badly. who needs to go sch on a sat man? and its 9am-12 k? but it's fine, i went home after that, tabao mac and watch my drama! City hunter weee~ Then you know what happened? My brp came in and said " hey wanna go town? acc me to shop". I was like "HELL NO", because its alrd 4pm plus and i wanna slack at home after coming bck frm sch. Then he added " i pay for your shopping too". WOOHOO so i agreed k. Lucky day uh. Then at night we went alley bar with his friends to chill and drink. Its quite a nice place actually, but ofcos i still prefer timbre.

I miss you dear! Today you called me at 9.30pm, while bro still shopping for his stuffs. I told you im at orchard and i know you're jealous cos its Sat and ur in camp! hahaha. Super tired now need to sleep real soon! & something funny happened just now. Bro and me both fall aslp in the cab and the cab uncle was like ehhhhhhhhhhh. hahaha. anyway its an enjoyable day. Thanks bro and pls cheer up k!

Night world <3

2011-06-10T22:55:00.004+08:00

Just another day.

Its Friday, but to me its just another normal day. Without you by my side, something's lacking. I miss you so much. Everyday from 9.30pm-10.30pm, just incase i might miss your call, so i'll off silent mode then my phone can ringgggg and i know its you! haha. Its like my usual routine of my life alrd. It's a good thing, and i'm getting use to it. Luckily i've Funshion! i can watch my dramas and movies until i happy! hehe. My Macbook is my new boyf bleah~ kk. I know i am able to endure 2 more fridays! i know i can do it, miss you botak:)

Today is a fucked up day because of school. CP83? Yea bullshit i don't understand at all. Seriously, i need motivation. But no passion alrd, so whats the point? i am looking forward to graduation and getting a diploma! SIA, my dream job:D

2011-06-09T23:02:00.002+08:00

I cried.

You called me a little later today, usually about 10.15pm, but today 10.40pm? I was a little disappointed at first because you said lights off at 10.30pm everyday, so i thought you are not allowed to call back today. Then i continue to wait just incase you'll call. & you did! im so happy, and you told me the reason why you didnt call on time because they release you all later. I MISS YOU! SERIOUSLY :'( & after chatting with you happily, you send me a sms before you sleep. Yeah i was touched, so i cried for no reason. i cant wait for friday 24th. I miss you dear :(

Struggling with archicad now, seriously tmr's pin up is sucha bitch.

2011-06-08T23:00:00.004+08:00

i miss you...

you just called me not long ago, and u nag at me for not doing any work, haha. It rains at jurong, i don't know if it rains at tekong too? I hope so, because you love it, its cooling, & you will have a good night sleep:) Without you around, something is missing, but ofcourse i will slowly adapt to it..i will learn to be independent, i will wait patiently:) looking forward to everday 9.30pm-10.30pm, to hear your voice.

jiayou dear.

2011-06-07T22:07:00.002+08:00

Your enlistment.

I miss you very much! & i hope everything's going smoothly for you right now. Seriously i am so excited to see your botak head! I guess you cut your hair alr, hahaha. Now i am waiting patiently for your call. 2weeks will be over soon, i will be looking forward to the 25th when you book out.

lastly, i love you:)

2011-06-04T23:53:00.001+08:00

my mac's photobooth <3

2011-06-02T23:55:00.000+08:00

I LOVE MY MACBOOK.

KBYE:)

2011-05-15T23:08:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY I LOVE YOU!

2011-05-11T23:58:00.000+08:00

G.O in his white tshirt. super <3!

2011-05-08T23:18:00.002+08:00

I miss our mustafa trip together and shop for silly things. I miss every Tuesday's ikea meatballs. I miss kite flying, I miss cooking together. i miss almost everything.

2011-05-06T23:02:00.003+08:00

you're the cutest hah.